放弃不喜欢的很容易；放弃自己爱的却很难。所以如果能学会放手，就能取得胜利，可能还会获得更多。对我而言，真的很难~:(
但是，人总要面对困难和现实才会长大。。。
The road not taken?
i am worrying with my future now..
what i had planned last time, is totally varied...
how to take the problem?feel stressful..
hmm...is the time to let me learn how to solve the problem, be an independent girl who can adapt to the changes of the life..
i feel heavy-hearted to leave all my friends in kl here and no more entertainment like shopping, because my dad wish me to continue my further study in Utar...
i have to learn to live without the boy and be stronger!~*god,pls give me the strenght!
my situation now seems like "the road not taken"..
i am standing in the junction now, and thinking about the two choices
what i had planned last time, is totally varied...
how to take the problem?feel stressful..
hmm...is the time to let me learn how to solve the problem, be an independent girl who can adapt to the changes of the life..
i feel heavy-hearted to leave all my friends in kl here and no more entertainment like shopping, because my dad wish me to continue my further study in Utar...
i have to learn to live without the boy and be stronger!~*god,pls give me the strenght!
my situation now seems like "the road not taken"..
i am standing in the junction now, and thinking about the two choices
- ktar ( AAC /AFA )
or
- utar
???
*the big reasons that complete my ACCA professional course in utar kampar:- can be recognised as MIA member directly if gratuate successfully.
- if fail the paper,at least i am still the degree holder.but,
- if pass the paper, i will be the degree holder and also the qualified accountant
- if complete the study in ktar, if unlucky, i will be stopped in the advanced diploma only. of course, with a degree is better.
- utar can provide a good study environment and let me stay in the peace of mind since there is no hassle life there like KL
- if study in ktar, if lucky,after pass all the paper in ACCA,still need to pass the exam provided by MIA,only can be recognised as MIA member.
from the top 6 reasons are given by my cousin. but, i still need to consult again from my lecturer so that i won't make me wrong decision. then, what is choice? it seems like utar is better than ktar.don't u think so?pls give me an idea...
i worry with my result now especially management accounting paper, wish god could bless me~ hope that it is not too bad!
till then,goodnight..
Chinese new year & valentine day
actually i am still feel strange to the blog features,
it makes me feel lazy to drop a comment here cos whenever i drop a comment here, there are duplicate comments are formed...*ish~frustrated...
anyway,
Just put the problem aside 1st,cos i wish to share my new year eve dinner with u all*wink
i woke up in the early morning, and be my mum's "orang kanan" in the kitchen...because i told my mum that i wish to learn how to cook so that i can be a good wife in the future..hahaha..
Besides that, i wish my dad feel that i am his "big big girl" and no more childish!~hee..
it was an awesome experience to me!~i can learn a lots from mum, hope that i can still cook for myself and friends when stay away from home!~
maybe it was not the most expensive and tasty food in the world,but to me, the new year eve dinner is very precious~it is because we will gather together and enjoy the dinner together. especially my dad and mum may very appreciate this dinner,"tuan yuan fan" because after new year,we may not sit down together have a dinner and even less chatting with each other.
No any hesitate, it is because my brother,sister and me are not in the same place. My brother and my sister are busy with their working; how about me?back to kl for my study..
Although we all didn't say a dicky bird to express our feeling, this appreciation is kept in our heart and mind~*wink
What are the ingredients that prepared by miss emily?
abalone~
fish "七星斑"..seven star fish?!haha
it makes me feel lazy to drop a comment here cos whenever i drop a comment here, there are duplicate comments are formed...*ish~frustrated...
anyway,
Just put the problem aside 1st,cos i wish to share my new year eve dinner with u all*wink
i woke up in the early morning, and be my mum's "orang kanan" in the kitchen...because i told my mum that i wish to learn how to cook so that i can be a good wife in the future..hahaha..
Besides that, i wish my dad feel that i am his "big big girl" and no more childish!~hee..
it was an awesome experience to me!~i can learn a lots from mum, hope that i can still cook for myself and friends when stay away from home!~
maybe it was not the most expensive and tasty food in the world,but to me, the new year eve dinner is very precious~it is because we will gather together and enjoy the dinner together. especially my dad and mum may very appreciate this dinner,"tuan yuan fan" because after new year,we may not sit down together have a dinner and even less chatting with each other.
No any hesitate, it is because my brother,sister and me are not in the same place. My brother and my sister are busy with their working; how about me?back to kl for my study..
Although we all didn't say a dicky bird to express our feeling, this appreciation is kept in our heart and mind~*wink
What are the ingredients that prepared by miss emily?
abalone~
dried fried prawn, "fish stomach", mushroom ( add-on ingredients for chicken soup)
broccoli
fish "七星斑"..seven star fish?!haha
"lao sheng" which is made by me*wink
my reunion dinner with family "tuan yuan fan"
To me, this is the 5-star dinner. mum, give you 5 thumb-up*wink
Share more again with u all next time..cos is time for me to sleep...
lastly, HAPPY NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINE to everybody!! wish this year will be smoother in doing everything...
&
Goodnight world~
灵修2--价值观
今天的灵修的题目是“价值观”。。
以前有一个朋友曾对我说，“你和我的价值观都不同，我们很难沟通”。
那个时候我真的不明白什么是价值观，但是现在我懂了。
经过我从网上查个明白，价值观可以说是在我们心目中最重要的事情是什么。钱？工作？家人？爱情？学业？地位？还是追求上帝的道路呢？
当然，很多人都会被周围的事物或人影响心中的价值观。我也是。
价值观也会很直接地影响我们的行为和看法，这我是非常认同的！
如果我把上帝摆放在心里面的第一位，可能我对身边所发生的事情也不会太执着。刚才的灵修真的让我感觉到，价值观真的很重要。如果我们的价值观是错误的，将会影响我们的一生。我的价值观很长都会改变，可能是被身边所发生的事情所导致的。
我可能是把自己的欲望盖过对上帝的爱吧，也甚至伤害身边的人。我常常纵容自己做自己喜欢的事，却没有去思想上帝会喜悦吗？身边的人会开心吗？或是没有想到后果就去做。所以我常常都会让自己后悔。
有的时候，并不是“开心就去做咯”。就好像，如果我们喜欢的东西，是一种罪，难道我们还要继续下去吗？我想我真的还没有预备好自己等待世界末日的到来，那个时候，上帝的审判，会如何呢？上帝会怎样想一个常纵容自己犯明知故犯的错呢？
我想我知道自己目前的价值观了，还需要待改变！~
感谢主~
今日的金句：
[ 你們要思念上面的事，不要思念地上的事。」（歌羅西書3章2節）
以前有一个朋友曾对我说，“你和我的价值观都不同，我们很难沟通”。
那个时候我真的不明白什么是价值观，但是现在我懂了。
经过我从网上查个明白，价值观可以说是在我们心目中最重要的事情是什么。钱？工作？家人？爱情？学业？地位？还是追求上帝的道路呢？
当然，很多人都会被周围的事物或人影响心中的价值观。我也是。
价值观也会很直接地影响我们的行为和看法，这我是非常认同的！
如果我把上帝摆放在心里面的第一位，可能我对身边所发生的事情也不会太执着。刚才的灵修真的让我感觉到，价值观真的很重要。如果我们的价值观是错误的，将会影响我们的一生。我的价值观很长都会改变，可能是被身边所发生的事情所导致的。
我可能是把自己的欲望盖过对上帝的爱吧，也甚至伤害身边的人。我常常纵容自己做自己喜欢的事，却没有去思想上帝会喜悦吗？身边的人会开心吗？或是没有想到后果就去做。所以我常常都会让自己后悔。
有的时候，并不是“开心就去做咯”。就好像，如果我们喜欢的东西，是一种罪，难道我们还要继续下去吗？我想我真的还没有预备好自己等待世界末日的到来，那个时候，上帝的审判，会如何呢？上帝会怎样想一个常纵容自己犯明知故犯的错呢？
我想我知道自己目前的价值观了，还需要待改变！~
感谢主~
今日的金句：
[ 你們要思念上面的事，不要思念地上的事。」（歌羅西書3章2節）
灵修心得 1
今天真的累呆了，逛了一整天，钱也用得七七八八。。
我变得懒惰了，只想着明天要到哪儿玩呢。。却忘了与神的沟通。。
我每天一回到家就想打开电脑看看朋友的部落各，看看电视剧或是上上网，
却很懒惰上网灵修。虽然一天只需五分钟，但总给自己许多的借口。。
或许是自己的属灵生命不够强，很容易受外面的花花世界影响，打败了自己。
所以，为了让自己更加有意志地灵修，我要给自己一个结论每当完成一个的灵修功课。
回到家，并没有觉得真的那么开心，那么又满足感的，因为我心中还有放不下的忧虑。
当我读到今天的灵命日粮时，就说到我们要听道且要行道！我会想自己，我真的有行道吗？
还是我只是一个“有名无实”的基督徒呢？是的，我就是如此~
每当听完牧师说完道后，我就忘记，可是我选择记录。但是我并没有真的去看那笔记一眼。
就好像我失恋，我常问朋友我的错在哪里。朋友一而再，在而三地告诉我，但我却没有改掉我性格上的缺陷。新的一年，新希望，上帝每天都给我重生的机会，可是我没有珍惜。。
这都因为我只听和自怜，却没有实践出来。我太不能接受自己的错误，也无法控制自己保护自己的意识，让自己为所欲为，才落得如此下场。
对不起，机会来了，我却让它走。。
我想今天是上帝让我领悟的。
灵修能提醒我不要被世界污染！~
当要犯错时，靠上帝的话语提醒自己。。“很难，但是必须要action”
今天的金句：
「只是你們要行道，不要單單聽道，自己欺哄自己。」（雅各書1章22節）
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Monday, February 15, 2010
The road not taken?
i am worrying with my future now..
what i had planned last time, is totally varied...
how to take the problem?feel stressful..
hmm...is the time to let me learn how to solve the problem, be an independent girl who can adapt to the changes of the life..
i feel heavy-hearted to leave all my friends in kl here and no more entertainment like shopping, because my dad wish me to continue my further study in Utar...
i have to learn to live without the boy and be stronger!~*god,pls give me the strenght!
my situation now seems like "the road not taken"..
i am standing in the junction now, and thinking about the two choices
what i had planned last time, is totally varied...
how to take the problem?feel stressful..
hmm...is the time to let me learn how to solve the problem, be an independent girl who can adapt to the changes of the life..
i feel heavy-hearted to leave all my friends in kl here and no more entertainment like shopping, because my dad wish me to continue my further study in Utar...
i have to learn to live without the boy and be stronger!~*god,pls give me the strenght!
my situation now seems like "the road not taken"..
i am standing in the junction now, and thinking about the two choices
- ktar ( AAC /AFA )
or
- utar
???
*the big reasons that complete my ACCA professional course in utar kampar:- can be recognised as MIA member directly if gratuate successfully.
- if fail the paper,at least i am still the degree holder.but,
- if pass the paper, i will be the degree holder and also the qualified accountant
- if complete the study in ktar, if unlucky, i will be stopped in the advanced diploma only. of course, with a degree is better.
- utar can provide a good study environment and let me stay in the peace of mind since there is no hassle life there like KL
- if study in ktar, if lucky,after pass all the paper in ACCA,still need to pass the exam provided by MIA,only can be recognised as MIA member.
from the top 6 reasons are given by my cousin. but, i still need to consult again from my lecturer so that i won't make me wrong decision. then, what is choice? it seems like utar is better than ktar.don't u think so?pls give me an idea...
i worry with my result now especially management accounting paper, wish god could bless me~ hope that it is not too bad!
till then,goodnight..
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Chinese new year & valentine day
actually i am still feel strange to the blog features,
it makes me feel lazy to drop a comment here cos whenever i drop a comment here, there are duplicate comments are formed...*ish~frustrated...
anyway,
Just put the problem aside 1st,cos i wish to share my new year eve dinner with u all*wink
i woke up in the early morning, and be my mum's "orang kanan" in the kitchen...because i told my mum that i wish to learn how to cook so that i can be a good wife in the future..hahaha..
Besides that, i wish my dad feel that i am his "big big girl" and no more childish!~hee..
it was an awesome experience to me!~i can learn a lots from mum, hope that i can still cook for myself and friends when stay away from home!~
maybe it was not the most expensive and tasty food in the world,but to me, the new year eve dinner is very precious~it is because we will gather together and enjoy the dinner together. especially my dad and mum may very appreciate this dinner,"tuan yuan fan" because after new year,we may not sit down together have a dinner and even less chatting with each other.
No any hesitate, it is because my brother,sister and me are not in the same place. My brother and my sister are busy with their working; how about me?back to kl for my study..
Although we all didn't say a dicky bird to express our feeling, this appreciation is kept in our heart and mind~*wink
What are the ingredients that prepared by miss emily?
abalone~
fish "七星斑"..seven star fish?!haha
it makes me feel lazy to drop a comment here cos whenever i drop a comment here, there are duplicate comments are formed...*ish~frustrated...
anyway,
Just put the problem aside 1st,cos i wish to share my new year eve dinner with u all*wink
i woke up in the early morning, and be my mum's "orang kanan" in the kitchen...because i told my mum that i wish to learn how to cook so that i can be a good wife in the future..hahaha..
Besides that, i wish my dad feel that i am his "big big girl" and no more childish!~hee..
it was an awesome experience to me!~i can learn a lots from mum, hope that i can still cook for myself and friends when stay away from home!~
maybe it was not the most expensive and tasty food in the world,but to me, the new year eve dinner is very precious~it is because we will gather together and enjoy the dinner together. especially my dad and mum may very appreciate this dinner,"tuan yuan fan" because after new year,we may not sit down together have a dinner and even less chatting with each other.
No any hesitate, it is because my brother,sister and me are not in the same place. My brother and my sister are busy with their working; how about me?back to kl for my study..
Although we all didn't say a dicky bird to express our feeling, this appreciation is kept in our heart and mind~*wink
What are the ingredients that prepared by miss emily?
abalone~
dried fried prawn, "fish stomach", mushroom ( add-on ingredients for chicken soup)
broccoli
fish "七星斑"..seven star fish?!haha
"lao sheng" which is made by me*wink
my reunion dinner with family "tuan yuan fan"
To me, this is the 5-star dinner. mum, give you 5 thumb-up*wink
Share more again with u all next time..cos is time for me to sleep...
lastly, HAPPY NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINE to everybody!! wish this year will be smoother in doing everything...
&
Goodnight world~
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
灵修2--价值观
今天的灵修的题目是“价值观”。。
以前有一个朋友曾对我说，“你和我的价值观都不同，我们很难沟通”。
那个时候我真的不明白什么是价值观，但是现在我懂了。
经过我从网上查个明白，价值观可以说是在我们心目中最重要的事情是什么。钱？工作？家人？爱情？学业？地位？还是追求上帝的道路呢？
当然，很多人都会被周围的事物或人影响心中的价值观。我也是。
价值观也会很直接地影响我们的行为和看法，这我是非常认同的！
如果我把上帝摆放在心里面的第一位，可能我对身边所发生的事情也不会太执着。刚才的灵修真的让我感觉到，价值观真的很重要。如果我们的价值观是错误的，将会影响我们的一生。我的价值观很长都会改变，可能是被身边所发生的事情所导致的。
我可能是把自己的欲望盖过对上帝的爱吧，也甚至伤害身边的人。我常常纵容自己做自己喜欢的事，却没有去思想上帝会喜悦吗？身边的人会开心吗？或是没有想到后果就去做。所以我常常都会让自己后悔。
有的时候，并不是“开心就去做咯”。就好像，如果我们喜欢的东西，是一种罪，难道我们还要继续下去吗？我想我真的还没有预备好自己等待世界末日的到来，那个时候，上帝的审判，会如何呢？上帝会怎样想一个常纵容自己犯明知故犯的错呢？
我想我知道自己目前的价值观了，还需要待改变！~
感谢主~
今日的金句：
[ 你們要思念上面的事，不要思念地上的事。」（歌羅西書3章2節）
以前有一个朋友曾对我说，“你和我的价值观都不同，我们很难沟通”。
那个时候我真的不明白什么是价值观，但是现在我懂了。
经过我从网上查个明白，价值观可以说是在我们心目中最重要的事情是什么。钱？工作？家人？爱情？学业？地位？还是追求上帝的道路呢？
当然，很多人都会被周围的事物或人影响心中的价值观。我也是。
价值观也会很直接地影响我们的行为和看法，这我是非常认同的！
如果我把上帝摆放在心里面的第一位，可能我对身边所发生的事情也不会太执着。刚才的灵修真的让我感觉到，价值观真的很重要。如果我们的价值观是错误的，将会影响我们的一生。我的价值观很长都会改变，可能是被身边所发生的事情所导致的。
我可能是把自己的欲望盖过对上帝的爱吧，也甚至伤害身边的人。我常常纵容自己做自己喜欢的事，却没有去思想上帝会喜悦吗？身边的人会开心吗？或是没有想到后果就去做。所以我常常都会让自己后悔。
有的时候，并不是“开心就去做咯”。就好像，如果我们喜欢的东西，是一种罪，难道我们还要继续下去吗？我想我真的还没有预备好自己等待世界末日的到来，那个时候，上帝的审判，会如何呢？上帝会怎样想一个常纵容自己犯明知故犯的错呢？
我想我知道自己目前的价值观了，还需要待改变！~
感谢主~
今日的金句：
[ 你們要思念上面的事，不要思念地上的事。」（歌羅西書3章2節）
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
灵修心得 1
今天真的累呆了，逛了一整天，钱也用得七七八八。。
我变得懒惰了，只想着明天要到哪儿玩呢。。却忘了与神的沟通。。
我每天一回到家就想打开电脑看看朋友的部落各，看看电视剧或是上上网，
却很懒惰上网灵修。虽然一天只需五分钟，但总给自己许多的借口。。
或许是自己的属灵生命不够强，很容易受外面的花花世界影响，打败了自己。
所以，为了让自己更加有意志地灵修，我要给自己一个结论每当完成一个的灵修功课。
回到家，并没有觉得真的那么开心，那么又满足感的，因为我心中还有放不下的忧虑。
当我读到今天的灵命日粮时，就说到我们要听道且要行道！我会想自己，我真的有行道吗？
还是我只是一个“有名无实”的基督徒呢？是的，我就是如此~
每当听完牧师说完道后，我就忘记，可是我选择记录。但是我并没有真的去看那笔记一眼。
就好像我失恋，我常问朋友我的错在哪里。朋友一而再，在而三地告诉我，但我却没有改掉我性格上的缺陷。新的一年，新希望，上帝每天都给我重生的机会，可是我没有珍惜。。
这都因为我只听和自怜，却没有实践出来。我太不能接受自己的错误，也无法控制自己保护自己的意识，让自己为所欲为，才落得如此下场。
对不起，机会来了，我却让它走。。
我想今天是上帝让我领悟的。
灵修能提醒我不要被世界污染！~
当要犯错时，靠上帝的话语提醒自己。。“很难，但是必须要action”
今天的金句：
「只是你們要行道，不要單單聽道，自己欺哄自己。」（雅各書1章22節）
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